i'm not perfect, you're not perfect, no one in the world is !
a conversation i had with the mod that gave me a " timeout " from nerites' discord
i did myself a favor and extended it to a ban !
they unbanned even after i said to both the druggie mod and nerites that i didn't want to come back !
a poor college students tell me
" all my money goes on art supplies "
i reply
what's nice about writing is how cheap it is to do
my mother and i would watch tv in the basement, where it was often kept warm or cool depending on the season
she would take out her woven basket where she kept her nail paints
sometimes painting mine clear
or she would take out her tin of cookies, where she kept her crochet and sewing supplies
she was never very good
we'd watch " Cops " and i would just see how crazy people can be
or we'd watch animal planet, she was always fascinated by sharks
' america's funniest home videos ' where you'd laugh at short clips before youtube or the internet was really a thing
now my father might be sick too
people and events don't ever really come back once they're passed
my response after having some writing and pictures taken down by nerites' moderators
jason-
i've transcribed charles bukowski's original unedited poem " roll the dice " from a shoddy picture
roll the dice by charles bukowski
if you're going to try it, go all the
way.
otherwise, don't get into it.
if you're going to try it, go all the
way.
this could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind
go all the way.
it could mean not eating for 3 or
4 days.
it could mean freezing on a
park bench.
it could mean jail, alcoholism
it could mean derision,
mockery,
isolation.
the isolation is the gift.
all the other is a test of your
guts.
how much you really want to
do it.
and you'll do it
against total rejection and the
highest of odds
but it will be better than doing
anything else
you can think of
if you're going to try it,
go all the way
there is no other feeling like it
you will be alone with the
gods
and the nights will flame with
fire.
do it, do it, do it.
do it.
all the way.
all the way.
you will ride death straight to hell,
your perfect laughter,
the only good fight
now.
from nerites' discord, click the image to enlarge
when i'm shown my mistakes i do something about it
brittany says
things are the other way around now with cooking, men know how to cook to attract women
i reply
i know how to cook not to attract women, maybe to not need one !
if xyz found a boyfriend i would be completely fine
completely fine
there are women who would date me
women who wouldn't date me
and women who are wary of dating me
lol, jason finally gets it !
andrew writes
when your enemies are making a mistake, don’t interrupt them
i was thinking about quitting discord when i first started, discord is a messaging app that streamers use for their viewers
caroline's discord has hints of dozers, pedophile, and of course a not so hint druggies
i was just thinking that maybe i wanted to leave discord behind was because i'm not respected most of the time by the viewers
the streamers seem to appreciate me though
seemingly normal
the reality is insane
modern psych ward in russia
i joined a pro-suicide discord server, the rules :
deso-
i seem to only know some things about myself, and much about others
Guys have no sense of jealousy
They think if you say someone has x descriptive feature that you're being jealous
- you're speaking some sense again, going to the gym and trying to eat better ?
after the meeting at work today i was talking to james
" it can take me a while to digest events "
ice getting swatted again
one bad move when this happens and he could get shot
i give myself away too much
i give myself away too often
poverty in rural china
my sex dreams are almost always with women i don't really want to have sex with
talking to caroline
makeup
women can put thousands of hours into developing the skill !
i was commenting in neriteOG's discord saying how one on one interviews with female streamers would be good for men who lack social skills when it comes to talking to men, the linked video above is from a woman who commented " some women are intimidating, not all though "
if you have money, keep it hidden
it's a good strategy for young men to stay broke
deconstruct
your day
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